A-hole award for this week goes to: the lovely, monopolizing site google. They dropped my page rank today. I was a PR 4 now because I have paid blogs on my website I’m a page rank 2. Big deal. Suck it is all I have to say. I’m considering starting another blog for gaming information/purposes only. I’d just have to find money for another domain and I don’t seem to have any income right now which is a little lame, but I’m working on it by doing mind numbing surveys and paid blog posts (which I’d much rather do then earn .00001 cent for every click through Google AdSense). Not all bloggers can kiss ass all the way to the top or be naturally super writers. I include myself in that category because I don’t consider myself a very good producer of interesting blogs. I dig my site and my writing, but most people think it’s dumb. Meh is all I have to say once again. It makes me happy so once again, for the billionth time: everyone can suck it.
I’m so lost and confused lately. While I’m still pushing ahead in life (as much as I can) I often find myself going on auto pilot one too many times a day to be considered safe. Hopefully when I get a job the whole “living constantly in my head” thing will go away and I’ll stop being so…greedy(?) with life. I think given my situation I’ve seriously asked for far too much. Or maybe I’m asking what’s normal and Joe just isn’t selfless enough to give up being a douche. Who knows?
Anywho, since I’d rather not concentrate on the “bad karma inducing things” in my life I have an offer for anyone reading this blog and willing to give me their first and last name + birth date. Free tarot card reading either through e-mail or phone (if I know you personally). I’m testing out my so called “skill” and would like to offer my services more to strangers because I feel as though I might be subconsciously doing cold readings on the people I know even though I’m just reading the cards that pop up. Warning: I’m not Miss Cleo. I don’t claim to be psychic, but I do believe that if used correctly tarot cards work. If you’d like one throw me an e-mail at thegirl AT lesswenchmorehench DOT com with the subject “Hey Bat Girl, READ ME!“
I quickly got over what I’m now calling “gaming dementia” mentioned in my last post. I’m chalking it up to drink too much Monster, not eating, and chain smoking like I’m trying to hot box my entire house. Problem solved, crisis evaded, etc.
In 4 days I’ll be 19. I don’t really see this as a big deal. As a matter of fact it’s almost a huge failure. At 19 aren’t most kids graduated from high-school, off to college with their drivers license? Well I’ve done none of that. Instead I opted to skip ahead 10+ yrs and settle down. Not a totally horrible choice just frustrated because now all the things I’m supposed to do seem miles and miles away. I’m backed into a corner as it seems and it’s really annoying.
On a lighter less depressing note: for Mother’s Day/my birthday I got a kitten. She’s completely psychotic and seems to think she can talk. She has an extremely squeaky meow and she can easily ride me around the house via my shoulder. I named her Monster. Don’t know why. She doesn’t seem to mind or even notice for that matter. I’ll post pictures of my precious soon.
batz. bat girl. frankie. nerdy & proud. gamer girl. mom. batman obsessed. horror lover. serial killer enthusiast. huge fan of spell check, cookie dough ice cream w/ butterscotch syrup & round rainbow sprinkles, & thunderstorms. nervous & paranoid. dislikes load noises, liars, & brightly lit places.
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