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times are gone for honest men

posted on: 5/30/08   tags: drama, t.v., tarot   398 words

I have absolutely no idea where my life is going from one day to the next. It’s a general, vague statement and I’m sure I’m not the first person on the Earth to make it. If any normal, mentally stable and healthy person had access to my paper & pen blog I’m sure a.) it would be much more entertaining than this little piece of net space and b.) they would surely assume I was completely insane and totally unsafe as a human being. I reread entries from when I was pregnant and the year after that then made a couple new ones. Few and far between, but extremely depressing and bipolar from one entry to the next. I’d hate to think if I die that’s what’s left behind for my family and daughter to remember me by. I’ve been considering tearing all the pages out and starting with something fresh, but the little voice in the back of my head says that just maybe if I’m aiming to leave something behind it should be honest.

On a lighter, less emotionally retarded note: I’ve been dragged into this little thing called prime time television for tweens. Considering no one who is obligated to comment on this through Despair.nu or Exentrique has touched an Xbox outside of Wal*Mart or their boyfriends house (no offense intended) you should know of this crazy little show I speak of: Gossip Girl. However much I wanted to hate this show I am now fully addicted enough to spend time finding them on the internet and watch 9+ episodes of the first season in a row (excluding a few that the sound was jumbled on). All the Idol watchers and pretty little club girls can now rejoice you have another at least half zombie who has joined your ranks. Against my will and only because of my extreme curiosity over the stupid preview I accidentally saw about someone killing someone else and someone coming out of the closet which now that I know the characters for the life of me I can’t remember who was who. The all look like model clones how am I supposed to tell them apart?

welcome back batgirl!

posted on: 5/3/08   tags: drama, update, xbox   373 words

I’ve finally peeled myself off the XBOX. It’s only going to get harder to do so (at least to come blog) because I now own Call of Duty 4 (was renting it last time) and Grand Theft Auto 4 and reality just seems less and less appealing. To make my escape from reality last a little longer my parents will hopefully be “surprising” me with a year subscription to XBOX Live on my birthday in a couple weeks. By surprise I mean I convinced them last weekend to get it for me when they come up on the 17th. I’m good like that.

Joe is out of jail at least for now. His next court date is sometime this coming week and I’m hoping the judge lets him off super easy since it was his first super huge dumbass mistake that’s on legal record. For those of you who don’t know my husband went to jail two weekends ago for breaking & entering + theft. What did he steal? Priceless gems? No. Money? No. The man I’ve stubbornly stood by for the last 4 yrs stole Rock Band and told me “he’d saved up for so long and it was my birthday present.” Long story short I’ll now be trusting my gut when it comes to him & he doesn’t know it, but our relationship is now held together only by two simple facts: I’m an idiot who still loves him & he can screw me right when he actually wants to put the work in. It wasn’t that he stole something like a dipshit…it was that he lied and tried to make it into something nice.

UPDATE: I’ll be re-adding the “about me” part back to the site within the week as soon as I find the motivation to do so. Also thinking of adding a list of people in my life so now one gets confused and I don’t have to explain every entry who everyone is. Like a Wikipedia for my life except it’s more like a sideshow…

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